Tuesday, 20 January 2015

Meatballs without Sauce

It's a strange feeling to have so many different thoughts and emotions going on at the same time and such conflicting emotions at that.   I'm thankful I have the time I have as life is precious and we never truly know when our time is up, but I'm so fucking pissed that I have this stupid disease (yes I said stupid) and that my family has to deal with this.  I only want to spend every waking minute with my kids and husband, friends and family but at the same time don't want to be around them as I picture their lives without me and I can't handle it.  I want to fight but am so tired at the same time and I haven't really started my battle yet.  Tomorrow is a fresh day, new day so we will smile and joke our way through it to fight another day.  Here's another big ole FUCK YOU CANCER!!! 

I DO NOT HAVE A FUCKING EXPIRATION DATE ON THE BOTTOM OF MY FOOT BITCHES!!!!!!

Hants County STRONG!!!

Much Love
xo

2 comments:

  1. Remember you need to take the time to be tired. You need to take deep breaths and live in the moment. Your angels are with you always and will keep you in their arms. Just breath and be in the moment. There two days in everyone life that we have no control over, yesterday and tomorrow. Just live "One Day At A Time"

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