Today was another good day pain wise....giggity giggity......I didn't have to take a breakthrough pill again today and after talking with the Dr we are planning on starting to cut the does back Monday. That's really great news in my eyes but "yes, everyone I will do as they say"
I did however have a moment this evening upon arriving home from taking Theresa to PamPas. My ever so talented photographer sent me Easter pics of my babies. Beautiful as always, breath taking and for me this time it sent me on a bit of a spin. My sweet babies are not babies. Thankfully I've been able to see Livi but the first pic I saw of Grade set me off. I couldn't believe how much older he looked in the pics. I wanted to leave and come home now and snuggle him. Gah. They are the reason we are here, they are the reason I fight every single day, They are the reason I will get back on my game and fight the good fight with every inch of my being. It was most likely a good thing they came tonight and not last night while I was writing my email to the Doctor about moving forward and gathering my info to make my next decision....haha
My sweet Jessica this is in no way a negative reflection on your photography but in fact a positive. You were able to show me my babies and for that I am grateful xoxo (https://www.facebook.com/jessicamariethomasphotography)
Hope you don't mind me posting some :) (maybe send me some watermarked pics please)
Beautiful pictures!
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Oh my gosh- these are all so beautiful! Of course you had a melt down- these pics are ABSOLUTELY GORGEOUS! The one of your mom Don are the babies is PERFECT! Such a awesome photo shoot- of course how could it not be with subjects like these 4 sweeties! xoxo.
ReplyDeleteYou are so Hants County Strong babe- every day you are one day closer to coming home to your sweet babies!! :)
Gorgeous pictures Lisa. You should be proud of them and yourself. Stay strong for yourself and kids, you will be home in no time. You are an inspiration to me. I have 2 young kids and don't know how I could do what you are doing. But seeing it, I know it can be done for good reason.
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